.:*:..:*:.
Posted by Gia at 10:15 PM on November 4, 2009.
Every timeI review my archives, I always surprise myself at how good my posts are, at how sensible they are. I don't mean to brag here. But it's just that seeing my posts two years ago made me realize how different I was back then.
I was bold. I was full of big dreams had crazy plans in the future. Truthfully, now, my dreams are limited to graduating and finidng my lost love in the future. That's pathetic!
What happened to me? Iwas very passionate then; always eager to learn and had wonderful ideas up my sleeve. Now, I'm just a college burnout. I want everything to be done at once. I want things to happen as fast and as quickly as they could, not caring about how I execute them.
Even my posts have changed. They're shorter and have less insights than before.
I have changed.
Lots of love♥,
.:*:.ANTISOCIAL..:*:.
Posted by Gia at 01:13 PM on November 4, 2009.
Today I am in a don't-talk-to-me mood.
I don't want people talking to me right now.
I don't want people staring at me right now.
I don't want people to touch me right now.
I don't want people asking me things right now.
I dont' want interaction.
Maybe I'll just curl up upstairs in my bedroom and read a good book. Yeah. That might help. Weather's reallly goood. Dark clouds have settled and it's beginning to drizzle.
Nice.
Lots of love♥,
.:*:.GRADES..:*:.
Posted by Gia at 07:33 PM on October 30, 2009.
Oh god. Don't even want to talk about it. It just makes me think that, if these are my grades, am I sure I'm going to get the best out of myself in my career? 'Cause looking at my grades, I don't think anyone's going to hire an average girl like me.
So far, I landed 1 on two subjects--and it's not even a major subject. Spanish and Pagbasa at Pagsulat sa Iba't ibang Disiplina.
God. This is so depressing, man.
Lots of love♥,
.:*:.Taking It Seriously.:*:.
Posted by Gia at 07:29 PM on October 26, 2009.
Okay. It's official. I'm totally in love with my blog.
There's just something about blogging in Tabulas for 3 WHOLE YEARS that made me think about going steady with it. I have been entertaining thoughts of making a new blog but importing
all those posts I made for three years seem tedious. Plus, I have
loyalty issues. 
SCRAP THAT IDEA!
So, I tweaked the layout I got from up4grabs for 3 freaking hours. I've
been obsessing about making my own original layout here but I'll save
the hard part for the later. Haha! It's hard. Making a layout is not an
easy job.
I can barely remember the codes and stuff I learned back in 2006. Thinking about it now, I must have been quite an addict; I have made 2 original layouts for a beginner. I don't want to use them now since they are all lousy and tacky.
I added a few sections: Photo of the Day, Quote of the Day and I also organized my categories. Just to get a little somethin' somethin' going on. Ha-ha!
It's not super but it's something.
See you 'round! 
Lots of love♥,
.:*:.500 Days of Summer.:*:.
Posted by Gia at 11:02 PM on October 25, 2009.
True enough, as the narrator had warned the soul-searching viewers, this is not a love story.
Rather, I would like to categorize this as more of a reality movie. It clearly translates what the Laws of Attraction had not stated OR what it wouldn't dare say much less reveal.
The movie took off with descrription of a boy and a girl who have had different philosophies in Love until they had met each other. Both seemed to be at far ends of a pole but attraction had bound them together to a very eventful 500 days both had shared together as lovers or as friends, as they would like to keep it.
This "Romantic/Comedy" surpasses all my expectations. It had me smiling from frame 1 until the last. The movie just proves that most of the time, girls really don't know what they want and they just go with what they like at the moment. We really are a tough nut to crack.
I just felt bad for Tom 'cause he seems to be a nice guy and he does love Summer. You couldn't find a guy like that nowadays, you know.
And the whole, let's-not-label-our-relationship? I beg to disagree, Summer. It may have saved you a lot of heartache but it still wraps you up in a strained relationship. Same pleasure, same pressure!
But, all's well that ends well. Tom and Summer may have been through a hell lot of shit during their relationship but it turns out, at the end, both were bitter medicines to each other.
To those who have watched the movie, great, right?
To those who are yet to watch it, you will be up for a treat!
CIAO!
Lots of love♥,
.:*:.Can't Think of a Title. Haha!.:*:.
Posted by Gia at 09:43 PM on October 24, 2009.
My semestral break has only stretched for two days and yet I am here complaining about how bored I am. It was only days ago when I was wishing I would get a break from an overload of schoolwork. Now that I have it, why am I even discontent?
Perhaps I got used to having a lot of tasks in my hand that when I pause for an hour or two, I'd get restless. I feel the need to do something.
Tsk.
Okay. So for the sake of doing "something", I made a list of the things that have been bugging me.
1. Early this morning, 12:15am to be exact, I greeted him. A usual birthdat greeting--er, okay, nagpacute na ng konti. Hahaha! And all he said was, "Thanks, ***. That was so sweet. ^_^".
I was like, THAT WAS IT? After he had visited me in my house and all the flirting? And yeah, I suddenly remembered, thought he said I don't have a romantic bone in my body? Now I'm being sweet?Okay, I'm overreacting again.
It's just frustrating especially when I had prepared that birthday greeting 3 days prior to his birthday! I practically reviewed it a hundred times and getting a lousy message like that really burst my bubble. I was half expecting he would invite me over to his house for dinner or something.
Errr. Mixed signals. I hate it. And the worst part is I always get this from boys I like. It always happens that way, with him,when I expect. But you know what, when I least expect it, that's when he sweeps me off my feet.
But what if I wanted him to sweep me off my feet at moments I want him to? Like last night?
Of course I couldnt demand. But sometimes it gets so frustrating. Transient flirting is so not good. (But then again, isnt flirting really transient by nature?)Hm.
2. I wanted to do an overhaul of my Tabulas theme. An original. But I haven't gotten the hang of it. I still couldn't visualize the theme. But the motivation is there.
3. My bedroom is a mess! Piles of newspapers, test papers, notebooks, handouts are thrown everywhere that I could barely make out of my bed! However, one thing still remained divine. The mini-bookshelf my mom made at the headboard. It's ssooo quaint that I decided to excavate my favorite books and line them at once!
That's about it. Hay. All right!
Lots of love♥,
.:*:.Psh.:*:.
Posted by Gia at 08:40 PM on October 22, 2009.
I had plans to go on a girls' night out this day since today marks the end of the first semester. But I received news from my bestfriends that they will not be able to meet me this day because they still have to finish their tabloid project in Filipino Journ.
What a bum.
So I decided to hang out with a few close friends instead. However, it's eitther one is busy or the other already has plans. I really wanted to go out and have a few drinks but those who are up for a round never invited me. I can't ask my close friends either since all of them don't drink.
I didn't realize it until now that people, especially the ones within my inner circle have been growing up without them even noticing.
They've been choosing productive work over childish get togethers.
And then, I thought to myself, people do change afterall. But I really don't feel the same.
Lots of love♥,
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